What i should do ?

How long that i without right anything in my blogger and also sign in too...
when i still young i say "still got time" i can make any decision on 2molo
2molo and 2molo...

After Form5...i found that life is not easy...
you are not enough time to think what you should do...
now i working,but i not enjoy at all...
you have alot of money...but i lost my happness...

I have a BIG problem right now...
who can tell me what can i do...?
what should i do ?